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No, I can't forget this evening,
Or your face as you were leaving,
But I guess that's just the way the story goes,
You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows,
Yes, it shows,

No, I can't forget tomorrow,
When I think of all my sorrow,
When I had you there,
But then I let you go,
And now it's only fair that I should let you know,
What you should know,

I can't live,
If living is without you,
I can't live,
I can't give anymore,
I can't live,
If living is without you,
I can't give,
I can't give anymore,

Well, I can't forget this evening,
Or your face as you were leaving,
But I guess that's just the way the story goes,
You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows,
Yes, it shows,

I can't live,
If living is without you,
I can't live,
I can't give anymore,
I can't live,
If living is without you,
I can't live,
I can't give anymore,

No, I can't live,
No, I can't live,

I,
No, no, no, no, I,
I can't live (no, I can't live),
If living is without you (no, I can't live),
I can't live,
I can't give anymore,
Can't live (no, I can't live),
No, I can't live.

lirik lagu ini dalem banget. untuk saat ini, ini pas banget buat aku. lagi-lagi keulang. membuang waktu dengan kata perpisahan. bingung. berusaha untuk tidak mengingat semua. tapi selalu gagal. inget lagi dan inget lagi. mungkin butuh waktu. juga proses. orang itu harus berpendirian teguh. berani mengambil keputusan itu berarti mengambil resiko. apapun itu. ya, aku harus demikian. semuanya pasti bisa terlewati, hingga tidak meninggalkan bekas luka sedikit pun. hanya tunggu waktu. sabar. dekatkan diri kepada Allah. mungkin selama ini aku sudah terlalu jauh mencintainya. aku telah melupakan-Nya. benar kata ibu, jika mencintai seseorang jangan 100%, karena jika terjatuh, itu sangat menyakitkan. dan mungkin itu telah terjadi padaku. maaf... ingin aku mempertahankan, tapi sepertinya tidak mungkin lagi.